God Loves Ugly！

記得Van Ness 曾在Twitter寫道：「I want to Walk on Water like Christa Black~!」。姑且不論Van Ness想說的，是否認為信仰 必須如「行在水上」一樣，有莫大的勇氣與信任，還是其他…。今日想起，卻未找到這首歌；反而聽到Christa Black 詮釋的「God Loves Ugly」。

是啊！不論美、醜，上帝都愛我們！哪怕只是第一天相信上帝，或已經信仰幾十年的人，上帝都愛我們，因為我們在上帝眼裡，都是特別的。

就如光晞與慕橙，六年前相愛時間雖短，但卻愛的深刻。光晞罹患腦瘤，慕橙仍不離棄；牧師證道：「無論疾病或健康、貧窮或富裕、順利或失憶，你都願意愛她、安慰她、尊敬她、保護她…！」之後，光晞說出「我願意！」。光晞與慕橙，在彼此眼中都是特別的。

在紛擾的環境裡，夜半聽這首歌，令人格外感到寧靜。雖非原唱但曲風帶著慵懶，也撫平尚忙著工作而不安的思緒，得以沉澱！

God Loves Ugly

You said that I wasn't pretty
so I just believed you
You said that I wasn't special
so I lived that way
with critical gazes and brutal amazement
at how my reflection could be so imperfect
with all of my blemishes
how could somebody want me
But God loves ugly
He doesn't see the way I see
oh, God takes ugly
and turns it into something that is beautiful
apparently I'm beautiful
cause You love me
I tried to clean up the outside
all shiny and new
worked overtime to thin up and look right
but inside I knew
that deep in the bottom were secrets I thought I could try to ignore
old ghosts in my corridors never get tired of haunting the past that's in me
help me believe why you love me
when I know you see
you see everything
help me believe why you love me
when I know you see inside and you still say I'm beautiful
you're telling me I'm beautiful
you're screaming out, so beautiful
and I'm finding out I'm beautiful
you're making me so beautiful
and I can see I'm beautiful
cause you love me